To The Unnamed:

I learned so much from you. How to love. How to kiss. How to devote everything and completely share my heart with someone. How to be more intimate than I had ever been. And how to hate, truly hate. I loved you so much. I loved you so much more than I thought I was capable. Deciding to leave was the most difficult and regretful thing I ever did. Anything before you paled in comparison. I was crushed. I couldn't keep down any food for months. I was literally dyeing of a shattered heart. Whenever I would see you on campus, with you knowing or not, I would have to go sit down somewhere put my head in my hands and just cry until the pain subsided. I loved you so much. You hurt me so badly, and scarred me for life; but now it is time to remedy that. I am finally satisfied with my place in life since that day I left two and a half years ago. I have a glorious future awaiting. There is no need for me to think about you every day any more. You scorned my heart to its blackest possible cinders and it has finally healed over with the ever present love for my future wife. She is everything you were and everything you were not. She is my soul mate. She has healed every part of me that was damaged by your cruelty. Since the day I met her she has been honest and more caring than I thought any person could be. I am free to say what I truly feel to her and she is able to confide in me. Our love goes so deep that it has, at last, pushed you completely out of me; and I cannot ever thank her enough for that. You were beautiful, you loved me and you were evil. You taught me a new definition of wicked. How could you do something like that to the person you love? You tortured me. Now and finally, you are dead to me. Goodbye forever. You will not be missed.
-Blake